i don’t appreciate the way you treat me sometimes. one minute you’ll act as though you have feelings for me and want me in your life and the next minute you’ll treat me as though we aren’t even friends. every morning i wake up and i hope you’ll think about me and let me know about it. i wait for it and it rarely comes. i want you to be happy, i want to be someone that makes you happy. i care about you and you know it too, but you still act like no one cares. i let you know i care everyday. i’m just as miserable as you so stop pulling that card out everytime something is going okay. i’m fucking miserable yet i find myself being positive if it means you’ll be less miserable. i don’t even know if i should see you tomorrow and not because i don’t want to because i’ve been waiting for the next time i can see you since the last time i saw you. do you even want me there? what did i do to deserve this?